In mid-May I decided to change my major from Education to Interdisciplinary Studies. Partly because I was/am in a desperate rush to finish and partly because I was stressing over that silly test, my final hurdle to get accepted into the education program. The hurdle has won for now.
Interdisciplinary Studies, basically I combined and involved two or more academic disciplines or fields of study to complete my bachelor degree.
The rush to finish. The rush to finish is the little voice that is constantly in my ear. "When will you be through?!" "When will you be done with your little mickey mouse job and get a 'real' one?!" and many more harsh comments which we won't get in to here. Yeah, it's a pain in the ass! To say the least. It's extremely stressful to have that little voice in my ear and not have the power to quiet it down or stop it all together. But how does that cliche go? What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. Yes, that's it.
Through it all though, I walk with my head held high and a satisfied smile on my face. Because like I said, through it all, I have maintained my grades, my demeanor, my pride, and slowly but surely my soul is on the mend. So to the little voice constantly in my ear I say, "Be nice, show your true emotions or Watch out!"
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